This relationship will pass 11 months in this month
But I dont feel like our relationship bcoming close enough, it feels like I was in long distance relationship.
He feels like very busy with his own life and study life.
I should be matured up my feeling, the first relationship but it hurts so much bcoz I only feel that he doesnt care about my life or my condition right now.
Yesterday I was crying but I didnt say to him, i only said that I was in flu condition
I know he doesnt have any time to spend with me right now.
but he said to me that he is in rush of assignment deadline, and he feels uncomfortable that one of his girlfriends insist him to come to her bday party.
He never did that to me!!!!
am i really important person to him? or im just for his status?
my heart feels like wanna explode and dont know how to face it.
I just stay calm and I hope everything will become better.
I know I cant control this feeling, i am too selfish to have him on my own.
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